Monday, May 31, 2010

cry again...

scared.....

why i wan scared?

i also duno....


scared scared scared....







sad....always sad....

who i am??


i dun wan noe myself...


cry again...

一秒钟的幸福..

今天...
我..
又再望着那片蓝蓝的天空....

我又再想多多了?

不是...
我觉得自己变了好多....

还记得以前..
总爱抬头望着天空..
寻找飞机....

总爱吃飞机...

总爱迷信...

以为吃一百只飞机..
就会实现愿望...

但...
原来是我的天真埋没一切...

但现在...
我害怕...
我恐惧...

我不想回到以前...
那恐惧,害怕,伤心的生活....

现在我很幸福...

我已经很满足...

就算给我一秒钟的幸福也好...
我都会珍惜.....
那一分...一秒...

cut3~~

这是我在facebook找到的宝宝照片~~
我觉得还蛮可爱的...
很funny~~
啊!
好过分啊!盗用别人的照片~~><


Sunday, May 30, 2010

learn english~~

i love my life~~
i love my family~

i love pig pig..
i love doraemon..
i love sleeping..

i love eating....

i love crying..
i love smile...
bt not like-智障儿oo...
><

bt...
i hate myself....
always...thinking thinking ....

so bad~~


wow...
my english so bad...
want to learn....


gambateh!!!!

i very hardworking...
wakaka...

克服

今天...
不知心情特别差...

但我和我姐去学校练手语~~
看见她们那天真的样子~~

我都会觉得她们很可爱......
很认真.....


过后两点...
我们都回家了...

我肚子特别饿~~
于是我的阿母便带我去买东西~~
啊!
买我最爱吃的鸡饭~~
好吃~~哈哈...

肚子又再变大了..>,<

再过几天..
我就要去camp了...

很期待...

但..
害怕晚上...
因为一整夜都没睡~~

怕黑.....

而且她们有玩恐怖游戏...

不知该怎么办...

我不可以害怕...
不可以哭...
因为她们曾经因为我的关系...
而吵要取消...

所以..
我不能害怕...我不能哭~~


哎!!
加油!!
要克服自己~~

Saturday, May 29, 2010

video

以前....的回忆...


今天我又再和我姐去骑脚踏车...
跑步....

还以为只有我们在运动...

原来是多么多的人在运动....

连平常宁静的隔壁小朋友也在运动...

那种感觉很温馨..
原来我们是同心的.....

但...
还是突然怀念以前....

还记得以前...
那种生活....

约好的五点...
在老地方见面...

我们一起玩耍...
我们一起说心事...
我们一起帮狗狗洗澡...

总爱把身体弄到满是泥巴才肯回家...

但..
要回家之前...
我们都会说一样的话....
"记得明天...五点...老地方见啊!“

这几句话...
我已经有多久没说了...

好想念以前的生活.......


你们还好吗??
狗狗们...朋友们...

好想念你们啊~

Friday, May 28, 2010

谢谢.....


现在我已经...
很开心...
很幸福了...


我要学会知足....
学会珍惜....


谢谢一切...
谢谢美好的幸运....
让我每一天都拥有真实的微笑....


谢谢.......^^
今天...
非常开心!!
因为和朋友们去唱k!

唱到好多首歌咯!!
开心开心~~

可惜时间过得好快....

但还是会很珍惜..
着美好又幸福的时光....




今天是个happy+shy的一天~~

Thursday, May 27, 2010

美好...


今天又是一个美好的早晨...

而我..
今天特别早醒了...

我也不知为什么...

又再梦到噩梦....

又再一次得睡不好....

早上起来头晕晕...
再小睡一下....

幸好有好点了...

早上帮妈妈准备要拜神的东西....

过后..
我们去对面买素食...

那个叔叔好和蔼可亲....

突然发现...
其实人有好有坏....

当真正的去了解一个人时...
才发现那个人的性格和外表差好多...

然而我学会了....
看一个人的优点....
别看别人的缺点....

别再发脾气...
因为是在拿别人的过错来惩罚自己....

希望每一天都是美好的!

回忆...


今天...
不知不觉...
的打开了那..
充满秘密与回忆的厨....

颤抖的手慢慢地拿起了日记...
没想到那些纸再次出现在我的眼前...

那么突然...
那些纸也都发黄了...
而笔迹也都退色了...

我相信..
这些都记载着..
时间的流逝....

要不是纸上的字迹...
我会怀疑...
这是我的字吗?
这都是我写的吗?

我居然这么幼稚...无聊....


冷笑...原来我忘了这么多....

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

i hate this feeling~

happy-ing~

但不知有一点点的小伤心...
哎...

我到底怎么了??

谁可以帮我?

真搞不懂自己在搞什么....


i hate this feeling~~


唉...
让我去睡一觉...


明天一切都会过去的...
拜托~~别再想多多!!
终于考完试了....
可以好好的休息了...

这几天忙着准备考试...
都没有好好的睡觉....
都变成熊猫了...><

唉~
真想大哭一场...

我可不是伤心什么...

而是之前压力好大...
想用哭来发泄....

为什么我总爱想多多.?
真是不明白...

不像我姐姐那样开朗...乐观...

曾经想要和我姐换心脏..
但我怎么可以这么自私呢?
难道要让我姐想多多吗??

哎~~
希望能改掉咯!!


希望考试成绩好好咯^^



continue playing~~

Friday, May 21, 2010

哎....


今天我在报纸上看到一些英文字....
我学到好多英文单字...

原来很多东西,资料都来自报纸...
嗯!要多看报纸了.....

哎...
看到很多报章很多都是写泰国的事...
很恐怖...

又再很多人死亡...
又再很多人受伤...
又再很多人伤心...

哎...
何必呢?
为了公平...为了利益..为了自己...
而抗议...

到最后受伤的还是自己.....

哎...

希望不要再有人受伤..死亡了...

生命多可贵啊~



加油!伤者~
安息吧~


加油~~

Thursday, May 20, 2010

啊!!
要考试了...

我好像什么都没有准备...
惨了....

要赶快读书了...
但也是要照顾自己的身体咯...

加油!!!



啊!!
你说的啊!!

如果历史85就送我礼物啊!!
哈哈...



waiting 4 you~~~

Saturday, May 15, 2010

最后一封情书...

今天...
有人问我忘了他吗?

我...
应该是忘了吧...

我也该忘了....

不该再想念一切....

但...
请让我最后一次的再想念....

最后一次的哭泣...

我..
保证..
我决不会再为他而哭.....


掉下最后一滴眼泪...
撕掉全部回忆....
我不再哭了....


这是永远的最后一次了...


我会开心的过下去....^^





谢谢我的朋友...
一路来的鼓励与安慰..

尤其是猪头啊!^^thx....

funny day..


今天...
我..
淑敏..
妊璇..
和我的老姐...

在补习咯....

我们补了好久啊!!

啊!!
学习了满多~~
希望这次的数学能及格哦!!
加油~~

过后一点半...

我和淑敏又在读书...
读历史....

我们几时这么勤劳哦?

很开心...
我们一直玩那个蛇...的笔~~~
哈哈...
一直大喊~~

好好笑~~~


今天~~真funny^^

Thursday, May 13, 2010

美好的早晨...


嘿...
又再是个美好的早晨....

我爱星期五的早晨...

因为我可以迟一点醒....

起床都会看见自己爱吃的早餐....

那种感觉好幸福啊!!

我爱这种生活!!...

但.........

要考试了...
不能一直窝在房间玩电脑咯!!

要读书啊!!

接下来六月又要去两个camp了....
有哪个我喜欢的科学营!!
i love it!!
有云亲她们去...
可惜淑敏没去咯
....
幸好有子芸去..
可以陪我..
要不然我会很孤单.....


希望接下来的每一天都是happy^^

珍惜...

听...
仔细听听....
那是什么声音?

那是幸福的声音.....

那不是爱情的幸福....

而是因为我还能完好的活在这美好的世界里.....
我真的很幸福.....

我很开心..
我有那完美的一双手...一双脚....
那一对眼睛...鼻子......

我会说话...
我会走路....
我能看见....

我庆幸这一切的完美....

我感激.....

所以...
我要学会知足....
学会珍惜....
就如每时每刻呼吸的空气....
我都要很珍惜....
因为..
我怕....
所以我要把空气的味道保留在心中.....

等到呼吸停止...
我再回想那种味道....
再离去..
再停止一切....



我幸福...
我非常幸福....


我能活在这世界......
谢谢....
这一切.....

Monday, May 10, 2010

never cry...
i never cry....

i promise myself...
i dont cry already....

hey..my friend...
can u help me?

dont angry me ....

i will fine~
i will forget him...
bt can giv me a lot of time?




i will forget...
really...






dun thinking about him!!!!!!!

Saturday, May 8, 2010

天气超热的...

哇!天气好热咯....
看一看..
35度咯..
真的很热...

我看报纸写说如果地球再提升2度的话...
后果将不堪设想...

好怕.....

希望今天能下雨来降低温度...

啊..
原来天气热能让一个人脾气差...

><

Thursday, May 6, 2010

delete all..


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i dun wan missing...

i wan forget forget forget.......


pls ...
i wan forget all memory....